On Wednesday, I went to a Galentine's party with a girl I met at church, Alex. I forced myself to go because I'm trying very hard to meet new people and step out of my comfort zone. It was definitely out of my comfort zone. That's not to say it wasn't fun, it just wasn't … Continue reading Overwhelmed

Stressed, Blessed, and Oddly Not Depressed

By the time this posts, I will be on my way to my first day of classes for the Spring semester. Witches, I have never been looking forward to a semester more. Bring on the distractions! Last week, I explained to Pup that I don't think we're going to be getting back together. I asked … Continue reading Stressed, Blessed, and Oddly Not Depressed

Just stupid little depression things.

Contrary to popular belief, I am trying very hard to be optimistic. In general, I've been doing okay. My sleep schedule is semi-on-track, which is good. I'm excited to start school next week (okay, "excited" is a strong word; I'm ready to start school next week and get one semester closer to a damn degree). … Continue reading Just stupid little depression things.

Yes, I do yoga. No, it doesn’t particularly help.

Excuse me for a moment while I rant. Whenever someone finds out I have depression, suddenly it's like they become a medical expert. "You should try meditation!" "You just need more sunshine!" "You'll feel better if you stop eating so much sugar!" And first of all, fuck you, I will not eat less sugar. Sugar … Continue reading Yes, I do yoga. No, it doesn’t particularly help.

Mental Health Update

Happy New Year! Again. It's the start of a new year, and it's Monday, and even though I have non-resolutions instead of resolutions, one of my overall goals is to update this blog on a more concise schedule. Something like Blog-tober, but not daily because I still need time to study and not panic about … Continue reading Mental Health Update

New Year’s Non-Resolutions

Happy New Year! I hope 2018 brings all of you love, light, and joy. I've started this post about six times, now. I feel like it's the first of the year and I should make some grand announcement about my plans to improve myself and my life in 2018, like so many other people are … Continue reading New Year’s Non-Resolutions

Mental Health Update

Sorry, witches. This one's kind of gloomy. Heed the content warning. Emotions behind the cut. I'm in such a scarybad place, right now. I don't know what's up with me, but I have zero motivation to do anything. Including bathe. I've been sleeping/napping a lot. I'm not really sure what I'm doing or where I'm going, … Continue reading Mental Health Update