I’m angry.

Something happened after church on Sunday night that made me incredibly angry. And, I don't mean I was irritated or annoyed; I mean I was seething. I contemplated calling Matt and asking if I could crash on his couch so I could not have to sleep at home but could still get to class on … Continue reading I’m angry.

Mercury Retrograde and Social Depression

I’m chalking the negative feelings I’m having towards some friends up to Mercury Retrograde and the fuckery it’s conducting with communication. I don’t usually “feel” Mercury Retrograde, because communication and decision making is always a nightmare for me (thanks, anxiety), but I’m feeling this one, I think. I’m just really sick of some of the … Continue reading Mercury Retrograde and Social Depression

Google Maps Can Rot in Hell

I'm trying really hard not to let stress get me down. With school, that can be tough, because my biology class is so labor intensive. I hardly have time to breathe, let alone do anything else. Spring Break is coming up, though. Just three more weeks of classes and then one glorious week off. I'm … Continue reading Google Maps Can Rot in Hell

Overwhelmed

On Wednesday, I went to a Galentine's party with a girl I met at church, Alex. I forced myself to go because I'm trying very hard to meet new people and step out of my comfort zone. It was definitely out of my comfort zone. That's not to say it wasn't fun, it just wasn't … Continue reading Overwhelmed

Making Friends (and other less exciting stuff)

I'm really glad I started attending church. I've met so many nice people--everyone is always coming up and introducing themselves to me. I've even made a new friend! A lovely girl I'll be referring to as "Alex" on this blog (remember, I don't use people's real names). Alex invited me to a "Galentine's Day" party … Continue reading Making Friends (and other less exciting stuff)

Stressed, Blessed, and Oddly Not Depressed

By the time this posts, I will be on my way to my first day of classes for the Spring semester. Witches, I have never been looking forward to a semester more. Bring on the distractions! Last week, I explained to Pup that I don't think we're going to be getting back together. I asked … Continue reading Stressed, Blessed, and Oddly Not Depressed

Mental Health Update

Happy New Year! Again. It's the start of a new year, and it's Monday, and even though I have non-resolutions instead of resolutions, one of my overall goals is to update this blog on a more concise schedule. Something like Blog-tober, but not daily because I still need time to study and not panic about … Continue reading Mental Health Update

Diary: Yesterday I Started School and Broke a Therapist

So, yesterday was my first day of on campus classes. Apparently, this is the semester of social interaction. The two classes I'm taking this semester are English (Critical Thinking & Intermediate Composition) and Communications (Interpersonal Communication). Now, of course, I expected there would be some social interaction in the communications course. I mean, it's communications. Communicating … Continue reading Diary: Yesterday I Started School and Broke a Therapist