This is shaping up to be a good week

Witches, I'm about to get a little sappy and spiritual in a way that might seem a little out of place from me, since I'm usually much more tongue-in-cheek. In addition to this being a little sappy, this is also stream-of-consciousness rambling without any structure. So, be warned. I apologize in advance if it doesn't … Continue reading This is shaping up to be a good week

What would it be? One-third life crisis?

It's not a food post, but whatever. I'm having a lot of feelings right now and it's my blog and I'll do what I want! I'm writing this for queue at just after 5:30 on Thursday. So, when I say "today" I really mean "yesterday," but that feels really weird to write, right now. Today, … Continue reading What would it be? One-third life crisis?

Excuse me while I scream incoherently into the void

My classes this semester are making me completely rethink my entire educational plan. This is not actually a bad thing. School is stressful. This semester in particular has just been a nightmare unlike anything I have experienced before (I literally cannot miss one more day or either class without being dropped; it's not even half-way … Continue reading Excuse me while I scream incoherently into the void

To Drop, or Not To Drop… That is the Question

I almost dropped my biology class last Monday. I still might, I don't know. Allow me to explain. This semester, I'm taking a biology lecture with a lab, because it's required. I knew from the first week that my teacher just... wasn't my cup of tea, let's say. Her lecture style and my learning style … Continue reading To Drop, or Not To Drop… That is the Question

Short and Sweet Mental Health Update

Last week was pretty good to me, in terms of my depression and anxiety not being total a-holes. Part of that, I think, is that school has kept me busy. I haven't really had time to dwell on the negative stuff. So, that's good! Yay! Except for one notable exception on Friday and Saturday. My … Continue reading Short and Sweet Mental Health Update

Just stupid little depression things.

Contrary to popular belief, I am trying very hard to be optimistic. In general, I've been doing okay. My sleep schedule is semi-on-track, which is good. I'm excited to start school next week (okay, "excited" is a strong word; I'm ready to start school next week and get one semester closer to a damn degree). … Continue reading Just stupid little depression things.

It’s like Russian Roulette, but without the sweet relief of death.

(Is that title too morbid? It's, like, one in the morning as I write this, and I don't always make the best decisions at one in the morning.) Here's the million dollar question: Is this my rational mind talking, or the depression and/or anxiety? I've been preoccupied with my future, lately (always). I've been thinking … Continue reading It’s like Russian Roulette, but without the sweet relief of death.

Mental Health Update

Happy New Year! Again. It's the start of a new year, and it's Monday, and even though I have non-resolutions instead of resolutions, one of my overall goals is to update this blog on a more concise schedule. Something like Blog-tober, but not daily because I still need time to study and not panic about … Continue reading Mental Health Update